Sandra's thoughts

She can't see herself without you. You make her feel... alive. How long has it been since she's felt that way? She can't really remember.

"This is crazy..."

She is free willed. She loves life. She just wants to live it. But somehow, she wants to live part of her life with you. Sure, she's only sixteen, but what if you feel just a little bit of what she feels. What then? You are so different from anyone she has in her life right now. Or from anyone she's ever had in her life before this, people she may have let go of for good reason...

She has dreamt of you, oddly enough. And that happened when she'd just started acknowledging you. She sees your face in her thoughts. Wondering what else she has yet to know about you. Don't call her weird or peculiar, this is just how she is right now. She just may want to get to know you, that's all.

She's still unsure of herself in many ways. She's usually never sure of many things. Anything. So, she is unsure about you. You are barely a friend, and yet, she wants you to be. Not a short term friend, but a long term one. One she hopes is a good influence on her. Can you be a good influence on her?

She smiles when you're not looking, because a minute ago, you were looking, at her. For the first time in a situation like this, she's able to act coy, and treat you like everybody else. But in different circumstances, I'm pretty sure she'd treat you differently. Because you are special, to Sandra:)

Arnold has long been out of Sandra's life, and maybe he did play a big part in it once, but no longer. So, he is not the one she is thinking about so frequently. You are. If you only knew who you were...

He is a teenage boy.

Sandra is my alter-ego. And she's falling for a seventeen-year-old boy.