No more

No more numbness. No more straining. No more manipulation. No more work. I'm done. I'm just going to close my eyes for a short while and go back to the times when I felt... something. If only she were still here. She'd make me feel alive. She always did. She's my mother. The most amazing mother in the world. Now who do I have to talk to that would reply the same way she would've? Absolutely nobody. She's one in a million. And she's mine.